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[13 Feb 2007|02:10pm] |
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The hardest thing in life is letting go of something you thought was real.
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[19 Oct 2006|02:02am] |
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If anyone has an extra clue .. would you mind giving me one? Thanks.
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[18 Aug 2006|12:35am] |
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It's after midnight and I'm bored and drinking alone. Happy Birthday to me!!
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[16 Jul 2006|08:36am] |
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Well .. looks like the pot just called the kettle black.
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[07 Jul 2006|11:59am] |
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borrowed from Val ..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. Oh Lord!? If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him--he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
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[03 Jul 2006|09:21pm] |
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BIlly Talent - Red Flag |
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Well then. Let's see. Nope .. still nothing exciting happening here. Same shit, different smell. The past couple of days were pretty decent. Hung out with good people. Suntanned. Drank beer. Pretty good weekend I suppose .. yet still missing something. I'm tired but I'm not sleepy if you catch my drift. I miss things and I feel like those things are lost .. yet I can remember exactly where I left them.
.. I'm done.
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[01 Jun 2006|12:23am] |
Post something about me that you like and I shall do the same for you. Copy and paste this in your own journal for all your friends to do too =)
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[27 May 2006|06:28pm] |
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Blah blah blah. Single and it's alright. No lies. No pretending that someone loves me. No obligations. No expectations. It's still weird to sit alone at night. I miss the company. But not the bullshit. I'm a good person. And good things happen to good people. So it's ok. I deserve more. I want my mind back. No more doubt. No more doubting myself. Blah blah blah. It's over and I'm ok.
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[16 May 2006|11:46pm] |
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15 days and it still fucking sucks.
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[29 Apr 2006|05:04pm] |
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The Giant 105.3 |
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Hi. Yeah .. I'm still alive. Darn eh? =P Sooo .. what's new? Uhm .. not a whole lot I guess. Just working, coming home, doing the Mommy thing, watch some tv or whatever .. then I go to bed. Wake. Repeat. Sounds exilarating doesn't it? Most weekends I stay in and watch a movie with Shannon. Every once in a while we go out and paint the town red. Ok .. no .. we don't .. we usually take in a movie and grab a java. But it works well for us. It's cheaper than going out and getting plastered .. and we's like cheap. Hmm .. what else? Not so much. My car sucks. It's such a gay color. I dispise it. But I can't complain too much. It's cheap on gas and it gets me there and back. I've decided to do something different and actually cut my hair as opposed to the lame little trims I normally get. I say a good 8" will be lopped off. I checked in about that "Locks of Love" crap .. well aparently they think anything under 10" is just too little to use. So forget them. Let em' be bald and beautiful. Whatever. Annaways .. what else? (I know .. this post sucks) Kaleb is great. He's getting so tall and talking a LOT. It's crazy how creative a little 3 year olds imagination can be. According to him .. he owns a massive monster truck with "nice wheels" that Shannon apparently works on all the time. It's cute. His facial expressions are priceless. True love really does exist. You just have to go through labour to have it hah. Rock.The.Fort. My ticket is definately already bought. I'm excited. Last year was a blast. They say this year will be even better. I'm already saving up now for the crazyexpensive booze. Exxxxcited. Ok .. It's been a hoot .. I'm out.
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[06 Feb 2006|10:07pm] |
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.. this editin' shit is BOO.
.. as in "Boo. This Sucks."
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[08 Jan 2006|09:38pm] |
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fuck lj .. it wont let me modify my fucking layout to what it was before .. KJHT98qhquhng
HELP!!
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[08 Jan 2006|05:04pm] |
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[04 Jan 2006|09:20pm] |
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You know what sucks?
- twisted socks. - wedgies. - that ONE hair at the back of your neck being pulled. - headaches that hurt when you blink. - white jeans. - wet shoelaces. - fingerprints on your glasses. - itchy nipples. - snagging a toenail on the bedsheets. - your favorite pen running out of ink. - 1 ply TP. - guzzling a beer thinking you have one left in the fridge to savor .. then opening the fridge and realizing that WAS the last beer in there. - a rotten sunflower seed. - finding a floatie at the bottom of your glass. - losing an important phone number. - realizing its January 4th, 2006 .. and your christmas cards are STILL sitting on the counter waiting patiently to be mailed.
[to be continued .. ]
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[15 Nov 2005|11:55pm] |
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s'funny.
( teehee )
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[05 Nov 2005|10:48am] |
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... I feel lost. Kaleb went to Nana & Papa's yesterday. He won't be home til next saturday. It hasn't even been a full day and I already miss the little turd like mad crazy. *sigh* I'ma go wander the mall or something. It's way too quiet in here.
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